After 12years of a very confusing type of LOVE - di na nya napigilang mapagod and sumuko. To the dad of my kids: I’m sorry for giving up! Pero I’m tired of not being “THE ONLY ONE”. I’m tired of being always last in your list. I will love you forever. You will always be my first true love. But life is short, and I want to be able to experience what it’s like na mahalin yung ako lang alone before I die. The type of love that will not cost me my mental health. Despite the pain, my love for u will never change. I just have to love you from a distance this time. To my kids: I’m sorry. Mommy failed to give you the “HAPPY WHOLE FAMILY” that you deserve. To myself: Masakit, mahirap, pero I’m proud of how brave you are! Wala ng atrasan to.💪 Enjoy my new song dolors: “SEA OF CONFUSION”💕 #sammyj